| 3 years worth of shit and hurtin everybody . Im dun writing.
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| I keep makin the same mistake over and over and OVER again and with the worst people i can ever make it with . theres a reason comps have copy paste . its so that you can repost entries at times like this. FUCK even making that mistake is a mistake.
I think i just got expertly manipulated . i cant believe i fell for it.
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| hehehe yesterday was FUN . We did shit like used to in FY. Decided to go to A's place like at 3 in the evening and actually managed to go. Got H to go. Kidnapped her practically. Man her house was wierd. She cornered me in A's place and goes like dont ever get me to come again and A needs youl and just lemme be and stay with him kinda thing . Dunno whats goin on. The A goes like she's been lying too much man bout ev and whatever it was crazy. Dont wanna get involved so both S an I are stayin out of it. Last time this went on for 3 days and the day after he got her a sorry card and flowers. Go figure!!
Went to H ( Ria's ) place after and loads of fun out there . hehe S kept sayin she looked like you yest thats why i called,. he was rememberin you too much!! It was cool.
S is bein too sweet again . he told me a story that day bout playin with people , manipulatin them kinda thing . He was talkin bout manipulatin sumone else but for some reason .....when he gets oversweet and nice like that and that too he's been like that ever since Gir which is about 3 months now. Dunno whats up with him . Moody people scare me .
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| Its summer again and everybody is talking about going to ranthambhor again. I really really dont want to. You know how it is when things are perfect the first time you do it so you dont want to spoil it by doing it over, ever again. Ranthambhors that for me. I had a blast the first time. I wasnt sad once in those 15 days. I never though about my Dad or shit in college or friends or anything . I didnt even think about cutting. Everything was so basic and beautiful . i made great friends ......................I never wanna go there . ever.
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| I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING THERAPY
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